Living for him

you came into my life
just as i've been wishing for
i hope you don't plan to lie
like all the times before

i want to let you know i care
i want you here by my side
but only if your willing to share
i have nothing else to hide

my love for you never faded
through all the trials and tribulations
remember my love is a little jaded
as long as i'm in the constellations

i wrote this my senior yr. and well pretty much it was a lonely fight.

You walked into my Life, when my world was dark and cold,
you held out your arms, and my heart and soul you did hold.
You promised you would never leave, that you would always be there,
I never knew that I meant so much, that my heart was worth enough to care.

You showed me so many things, I started to dream of you every night,
you melted the coldness in my heart, with the warmth of your light.
I ended up falling for you, how could I not -
you're an Angel in disguise, and every touch from you makes my soul fly

But then you told me it's not the same. for you only think of me as a friend,
I cannot understand this, the wrong messages you did send.


I am so far, I cannot turn back now, you are My Best friend,
so what do I do now. I don't know much, except here I am again
in Love with another gurL who only wants to be my friend.

I'm not sure if this is wrong, then again I don't know what's right,
I will Love You Anyways, even if its a lonely fight

i wrote this earlier this month and it goes out to my ex b/f. he ment the world to me and he cheated on my. but hell thats life.

ps. my feet hella stink

MI AMOR

I gave you my hand,
as you clenched it in the sand.
i gave you my kiss,
as you let it linger on your lips.
i gave you my nights,
as we never left each others sight.
i gave you my heart,
in hope that we would never part.
i gave you my life,
for you were my life.
i gave you everything,
as you left me w/ nothing.

i wrote this junior yr when my grandma died and my mom was gone for a week during skool. and i will admit to this i am a baby and a moma's gurL

NEVER
I never want to live the day
when i go to your house
and you not to be there
to tell me everything is okay

I never want to live the day
when i have to see my father cry
because the one he loves
isn't there to pray

I never want to live the day
when i have to go through
so much pain
because GOD took you away

I will never live that day
when you pass away
beacause that'll be the day
god takes me away

STONE AIRPLANE

I made an airplane out of stone... 

I always did like staying home.